Monday, November 23, 2009
The Phoenix Zoo
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Dairy Food Club

Thursday, November 19, 2009
My New Camera
I just wanted to post some pictures to show the awesomeness of my camera.
Enjoy.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Marco Greco
One time we went to a school dance together. I have a picture of us sitting on the bleachers together. I don't know who took it or where it is. But whenever I think of Marco, I think of that picture.
He was only 12 years old when he died. I remember turning 13 shortly afterwards and crying, because Marco would never get to be 13. It was such a milestone.
We were all at a birthday party, my best friends in fact. Him and two other boys left to walk home. They ran across the highway and Marco was hit and killed instantly by a van.
Our lives were changed forever. I remember getting the phone call the next morning and not believing it, pure and utter denial. I actually called his home to confirm. Looking back I wish I hadn't done that. It must have been so hard for his family to have to tell someone else.
I remember running down the stairs and falling into my mom's arms, sobbing. Trying to tell her what had happened. She had been washing dishes and I can still remember the feel of her sudsy hands wrapped around me. I remember our good friend Karen (Auntie), coming over and just talking with me.
I remember the funeral and the wake. His mom was in jail at the time, for what, I don't know. But she got released for the funeral. I can't even imagine what it must have felt like for her to get told something so horrible and not have family to support her. Needless to say, there was a lot of drama at the funeral. I still don't know all of the details.
I remember seeing Marco's body in that child size coffin. I remember thinking it looked like him, but it didn't at the same time. I've hated open casket funerals ever since.
At some point we went to Marco's home a few months after his death. His dad sat with us and told us how he slept at his grave site on his birthday, and that every night he slept in his bed in his room.
Why did I think of Marco today? Well, every once in awhile he just pops into my head. A few things triggered it today. 1: I heard Bohemian Rhapsody. We pretty much played that song on instant repeat at that party. It was so popular that year. 2. Ryan came home from school today and was showing me his class picture and all of the girls he has crushes on.
Ryan will be in 7th grade next year, he'll be 12. Same age that Marco was. I was so absorbed in my own loss at the time that I couldn't even fathom what his family was going through. As a parent, I get it now. I wonder how they are coping after all of these years. If I was sad about Marco not turning 13, I'm sure they are sad about him not turning every age. I'm sure they wonder if they would have had grandchildren. Losing a child is the most tragic thing on earth. If I could barely get out of bed after my miscarriage, I don't know how people go on after losing a child that they have known, held, and kissed. I pray I never find out.
I wish I could tell his family that 18 years later, I still remember their little boy and I always will.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Health Care Reform
I'm not a sports fan, but I imagine how I feel about this is how many people feel when their favorite team wins a major event, like The World Series or The Super Bowl. I want to talk about it, cheer about it, and cry with tears of joy. I was on the edge of my seat waiting for the final outcome. I had butterflies in my stomach when I checked the news.
There are a million blogs out there that can describe why this is so important better than me. I truly don't understand why people don't want health care reform. I have had people who are against it explain to me why they are, I have read the blogs of of people with differing opinions than my own. I still don't get it, I never will.
All I know is that I will continue to pray for this to become a law.
Thank you to everyone who is fighting the good fight.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Bountiful Baskets
Some of you may already know about this fabulous co op. Bountiful Baskets. You order your food Tuesday or Wednesday on line and pay for it. There is a 3 dollar first time user fee. The price of each basket is 15 dollars. 20 dollars for organic. You can add on too. I added on the Italian products for an additional 7 dollars. They also offer bread.
Pick up locations are all over the place, see for yourself on the web site. I drove 10 minutes to get to our location. Pick up times are every Saturday. You don't have to do this every week.
This was our first week and I am just in shock at how much food we received. We definitely won't need to do this weekly. Some of it I'm going to freeze too. I have a bag set aside to share with a friend.
I wouldn't have known about this if I hadn't have been talking about the Angel Food boxes. It prompted a discussion with a good friend about Bountiful Baskets. She warned me that there is enough food to feed a few households and I didn't quite believe her.
My total price: 25 dollars. Wow.
I am allergic to a lot of fruits and vegetables. My basket initially contained avocados. I loved them once but am severely allergic now. I had 3 in my basket that I was able to exchange. I picked out 2 more ears of corn and an apple instead. Someone else who maybe had an allergy or a dislike of spinach, say, would be able to exchange it for my avocado. It's a win win.
Pick up took all of 15 minutes. It was like grocery shopping with out any of the work.
I hope you'll try it and tell me what you think. If you try the Angel Food, I want to hear about how you liked that too.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Angel Food


